I don’t like this drawing stuff I’m having to do. It makes sense to do it but it really isn’t my medium at all. I’ve been sketching all morning and getting out the things I need to see. I think I’ve got it now. I know where I’m going. The communication between my brain and my eyes is finally happening and I know how to make this art.
I’m not feeling the same sense of euphoria as I did with Helen. I know this will just have a completely different feel to it and will not be able to compare. But then I would not want it to compete with Helen. The goal here is something entirely different.